We all have a lots of things we'd want to say. I have a lot of letters I want to send. Except, these are letters I'd never send.
Hi, I feel rather awkward after writing the previous letter. All I did was rant about our evil little world, and I'm sure you don't even want to listen to me anymore for the fear that your not going to want to live in our world if its so evil. But of course as I always say the world is evil. But its also very beautiful. Its the essence of it all.
Now, let me tell you something I came across that day which got me thinking. Like seriously. My friend and me were standing outside this mall waiting to cross the road and then two little girls of age 11 or so came towards us. They were roadside beggars and they began pestering us to give them our bag, our band or just anything.
My friend: What on earth? Lets go that side.
Me: Yeah, god little twats, why're they torturing us, shouldn't they be in school?
My friend: Exactly, why should we give them anything, its not like we earn.
Me: Or its not like they can't.. in a few years.
My friend: God.
And the girls follow us to this side. They again start irritating us, but this time they begin saying rude stuff to both of us.
Girl 1: Yenn amma, yakke nanage yenu kodatila? Nimma athra eshtu clips alla idi, eshtu paisa ide, Nanna athra yennu ila (Translation: What girl/woman? Why aren't you giving us anything? You have so many clips and so much money, I dont have anything)
Girl 2: Hogi, Hogi, cross maadi, jaldi, illandre car nim male hogbidtini (Go, Go, cross, fast because a car will run over you if you don't)
Now, what do you think whoeversreadingit? Wasnt it wrong? Cursing us, Torturing us. Besides they're underage. They can still study and earn money. But no, begging is more fun isn't it? Dammit, when is it ever going to end. All this crap.
Now, seriously I didn't mean to make you dislike our world, all I've been telling you is bad stuff. Oh that reminds me. I had to tell you something I came across, or rather experienced. We were stuck in a traffic jam, as usual on a hot sunny day. But it wasn't a normal traffic jam, it was the jam with the ambulance. And you know, its so depressing to hear that noise. At least to me, because very beat of the noise is like a patients heartbeat. God, its crazy. Anyway, the whole place was jammed. And then here in this ambulance, someone's serious, the driver, didn't know how to drive, people were trying to give place he was going the other way. Seriously, I do not know what on earth was wrong with him. Anyway, everyone began honking loudly (which they love doing) so that the people in the front could hear it and then the whole thing began moving, except the driver of course, he was such a jackass. Haha, he still went the wrong way, anyways it ended up when the whole place got jammed because the ambulance went through tiny spaces, and no one cared about breaking rules then. One thing which hit me was, wow, there are 'Humans' left on earth. We're not inhuman to the extent. Yet.
I have something to tell you. I always do, don't I? But this is a good something. Okay, I've come to the conclusion that people are just nosepokers. We're designed nd customized in such a way that we havta poke our damn selves in everyones issues. Now the point is, you should do what you love. Example : I love to dance, You know. The thing is, many people say its a waste of time or whatever. But who cares? People say a thousand things, who the hell cares? They talk. Let them. You do what you want to. I'm going to become a dance, no matter what or who. And no one's talks can stop it. Live for yourself, do things cause you want to.
I recently came across a quote by a famous personality, she's known for being bizarre. This thing that one can learn from her is, she is herself, no matter what or no matter whom. LadyGaga.
Do not allow people to dim your shine because they are blinded. Tell them to put on some sunglasses, cuz we were born this way bitch!
So this quote's like perfect. In today's oh-so-competitive world you can't trust anyone as I said in my previous letter, you gotta know what you gotta do. Now looking at that I was reminded that people are so selfish. At times. And they'd go to the extent of harming you to get their thing. As LadyGaga says, shine. shine. shine. Shine like you want to, people will tell you that its too much or its not good but who cares? Its just cause they're damn jealous. Jealousy man.
I'd like to end my letter on a note of hope. Here's to good memories, bad ones and the ones to come. Cuz we were born here. We're meant to live. So lets hope the next letter to you is more like 'good things' over bad ones? (: Lets start looking at the positive things.
P.S: More letters to come. (:
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